Today has been a pretty good day. i think im finally starting to except the fact that megan and jen are gone and I will only be seeing them sporatically. it pisses me off so bad that im losing all this time with them. its kinda like i feel bumed all the time. its been raining pretty much all day here which is kind of depressing but im ready for ( Read more... )

life officially sucks right now. i am without the 2 things i love most on this earth and that is my sisters. it would be much different if i knew that they were only gone for a month or 2 but for them to be gone for the next two years is just overwhelming. i have always said i dont know what i would do without them and i have finally figured out ( Read more... )

things change o so much. even a month ago i would have never dreamed i would be in the position im in now. it sucks being the only one around because that leaves me with all the chores to do. i really dont mind doing them its just that when i do things it just pisses me off since it seems not to phase anybody that i just spent a whole day putting ( Read more... )

life changes so drastically it is amazing! it seems like when you first get caught up to life and start getting it figured out then something else happens. i have been kinda worried about megan lately...she has been kinda "standoffish" (if thats a word)... up until about a month ago she was eager to talk and now she always has something going on ( Read more... )

it's so amazing to me how much technology has advanced just in my generation! I just wish we could be spending all this money on cancer research or AID's cure. it's almost scary to think of the memory of things these days ( Read more... )

Its been a pretty good day...me jen and mom went to albany and had a pretty good time...we went shopping and to church...mom is an amazing woman...she always know how to tell you something and she knows the value of quality family time as most people dont these days with such a fast pace life they think they have to worry about the materialistic ( Read more... )

It seems that there is a lot on my mind today...most of it is stuff that i shouldnt really worry about but sometimes i just get overwhelmed and start overthing things...just something i do:)...ive been really stressed out lately i think i need to take like a night to just sit in my room and do what i want to do and do something that calms me down ( Read more... )

today has been a pretty good day...I am really ready for a break....megan graduates pretty soon which is really good since i will have her here back in nashville maybe if she wants to come back...Mr. Brent Miller has been a real pain in the ass lately...he sent me a 6 page letter telling me how i have ruined his life and how im just a terrible ( Read more... )

Im starting to feel better today…even though its been a long and persistent day. I cant help but to think about what my results are…im not really sure how its all going to work yet but im still kinda scared about another surgery and stuff…My doctor said that im going to have to take off about 2 or 3 weeks of school but im hoping that its not that ( Read more... )

Its so crazy how your outlook on life can change so drastically…its weird how like one minute you are thinking about your future and stressing out because you have no idea what you want to do and if it will satisfy you for the rest of your life…then the next minute you are thinking about what if you don’t even make it through high school…Its so ( Read more... )