I have to reach out and touch them. I'm pretty down right now, I don't know why. Actually.....I do. I wish there was just something to totally fill my life right now. My mind is disseminating, my heart is failing, my body is just....tired. I don't know what to do with myself. I usually don't get this way, I usually keep my chin up.....but what for ( Read more... )

My College Is:Evan Community College

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Fuck. I've been drinking and it hasn't gotten me anywhere. Live in the moment. Live in the now. Seize that motherfucking moment. Just fucking do it. I love my friends, it's like family here at La Casa DE FUCKING FAMILIA....YEAH. THE FUCKING FAMILY! THE FAMILY RULES! Anyways, drunken babble........besides everything I just wrote....i'd like to add ( Read more... )

So in the midst of all my inclination to think, and do something with my life......it is always the last thing on my mind to score a job. I need a job. I need money. I need money to support all the hopes and dreams I have for my dwindling future. Fuck the bullshit, pure and simple.... I hate work. I always have, but at the same time.......I haven't ( Read more... )

Yeah......just a plain and simple three-worded journal entry besides this sentence...........I miss her.

I'm real close to getting kicked out of my house. I don't understand what exactly MY problem is. I don't go out and cause problems, or anything. I've been on a summer vacation for a year and a month now, and i'm ready to do shit......but everytime i start something, or try to do something productive....something negative hits me and brings me back ( Read more... )

I don't understand how people can get up and leave everything they have ever earned behind. Everything they've ever worked for, in life (high school life, mostly), and join the army, navy, air force, marines, or coast guard. I just don't get it. Is it the only place they think they can turn? It's really ironic that I say this.......because, I am ( Read more... )

That's an awesome name for an EP.....man, i'm envious......everything Grant does rules. I've always looked up to him ever since I was about 13.....fucking owns at surfing, owns at filmmaking, owns at computers, owns at programming, owns at photography......and i don't think he fully realizes the shit that he does rules. Kudos to grant for fucking ( Read more... )

That song really is amazing. The epitomy of young burning love at the age when everyone should at least catch a glimpse of this feeling. I wish I wrote that song....kudos to Something Corporate for kicking ass! Anyways...i'm really contemplating MFM and the new single Grant and I are working on. I really think we have the same views, which is ( Read more... )

I don't think anyone really is popular. My amazing friend Brenna and I (who, by the way, is a REAL angel.....yes everyone...wings and everything!!!....at least thats how i see her), were discussing popularity. She mentioned one of her friends that just wanted so badly to be popular in high school, and finally got her wish ( Read more... )