i hate you for everything you have ever said to her.

pick any "her" you'd like; we both know there's plenty to go around.

what i don't understand is how you could
have been so crazy about her and not love her...
and how you can say you love me but aren't
nearly as obsessed with me as you were with her...

yeah i'm bitter.
i get jealous...
who doesn't, right?

i guess my temper deems me untrustworthy.

that's really fucked up.

how can you tell me i'm perfect
when you save their pictures?

they were made easily accessable
and i'm not ignorant to your motive.

i appreciate the constant boost
of self esteem, but please...
just be honest.

i'm very familiar with my flaws and
will not grow blind to them because
you grace me with a compliment.

i bombed my government test...

tomorrow i'm going to saint francis to play volleyball.
i'm excited. i get to listen to music on the way there.

i think my chocolate milk has expired ( Read more... )

between volleyball and upcoming AP classes, i'm going to be completely exhausted. i don't really have anything interesting to type, so i won't be offended if you close out this window. i suggest it actually. maybe it will force me to stop whining when there is no audience for me to feed off of. when i was twelve i couldn't wait until i turned ( Read more... )

the chance of a lifetime meant nothing to me,
because you are my very reason for excitement.
any girl would have jumped on that invitation,
but i declined it because you mean more to me.
some silly rockstar could never take your place...

even if he is the guitarist for saosin.

brennon,

i love you.
& i scare myself.

it's just a tour date.
we're keeping our clothes
on!

"it won't be the same
this time around and
you'll never be the
same again. i promise
to never forget you.
i know you'll remember
me for as long as you live
...and your life ends right here,
right now, as i tear your heart apart."