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[hewillkillu]

so i think its safe to say im offically hitting rock bottom. im just so fuckin tired of everything. i try so hard and never see a reward. i lost all my friends, i have not a single person that seems to give a shit about, and that makes me wonder, if i were to disappear, who would care, who would even notice? seriously. cause even without

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[alistar25]

Ummm...I'm pretty sure I'd miss you.

[hewillkillu]

aww thanx..i know u would, and im glad theres at least one person :D

[_startingover]

hey matt
you probably don't even remember me lol but i check this thing from time to time and i just wanna say, it's really good that you're quitting cigarettes. i just finished my first year at Rutgers and there are so many smokers there, it's sickening. and everyone says "anyone who starts smoking at 18 is an idiot" and it's true. with everything we know about what cigarettes do to you, it just doesn't make sense to smoke.

and from my perspective...you may feel like you have nothing to look forward to, but you are SO young! there is so much time still left for you, and not to sound cliche but your life can change in a second. and for the better, too.

i really hope things get better for you, take care

-heather

[hewillkillu]

of course i remember u haha, how've u been? long time no talk haha. thanks for the advice, but everything just got worse last night anyway so that didn't help me at all...but again thanx a lot