i made a new LJ name, i got sick of this one, the new one is WutsLifeWorth2U...add me if ud like, if anybody actually still reads this

everything pretty much sux, friends wise, why? cause i have no friends. they all dont talk to me. i went a whole week not calling anyone, did not receive one call from my sol called "friends" but whenever i call them, theyre at the movies, or at a show, but they never thought about askin me to go, so what kind of friends are those? then they tell ( Read more... )

so, i have no friends left :D isnt that just great. i was chillen wit walt george an manla everyday, but they all ditched me now. they dont call, nor do they answer my calls, and when they do they just lie to me. they didnt even chill wit me on my fuckin grad party. well they did, for like an hour, then they all left, i dont know why. i havent ( Read more... )

wow, so ive been looking into interpreting my dreams lately. and each time it like makes sense, its so fuckin weird. as pointless as my dream was last night, when i looked up a few things about it, it had so much meaning to it, its so weird, but i love it haha. i like look foward to going to sleep so i can dream and interpret it haha

ugh, i had such high hopes, but who was i kiddin besides mself. i saw this comin, even walt told me not to do it, i knew i shoulda listened to him. but i still dont wanna listen, i wanna try and fix it, but when ever i do that i just fuck up even more, so i dont have a clue what to do. this fuckin sucks. i dont know i dont know idk! ugh ( Read more... )

so i think its safe to say im offically hitting rock bottom. im just so fuckin tired of everything. i try so hard and never see a reward. i lost all my friends, i have not a single person that seems to give a shit about, and that makes me wonder, if i were to disappear, who would care, who would even notice? seriously. cause even without ( Read more... )

what am i gettin myself into?

so worx been good, made 80 bucks today, got work tomorrow too, almost got all my MDW money up which is awesome timeing...finally shits workin out for once. kinda...:(

when will i enjoy life again?? why cant i be friends with a physic?

ugh! what do i do!