last night the moon was so bright it lit the sky like the sun. white light cast like a high beam over the forrest and the sand. filtered by the fog and beaten by the rain. erasing my footprints. I never existed. You no longer exist. I am talking to myself. I hate it when that happens.

You make me want ot smoke a cigarette
you make me want to be someone else
you make me want to be sombody you would leave and I could forget...


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Now all I have to do is wait. Its only been two days. Why does it feel like forever? Why does 72 days seem like eternity. Because it is. It might as well be. Come home soon. Come home early. Its been too long already. You are miserable and you miss me so just quit. Give up. Come back to me and everything that you love. I drempt about you last night ( Read more... )

You called, thank god. You dont know how good it was to hear your voice. You make me so happy. ANd you miss me. Come home soon my darling. Im waiting.

so this saturday im having a party. a graduation party. ive never thrown one before and never really thought of throwing one (im more of a attendee) until my mother threw $200 at me and said "go throw a kegger". well yes ma'am! haha. so this saturday I am throwing my very first kegger/party and I am sort of excited. I sent out notices yesterday on ( Read more... )

I just have to say last night was really fun. I dont think I have ever been so drunk or so stoned in my entire life and I cant think of anyone else I would have rather done it with. Thank you guys for donating to the Krystine-needs-to-get-fucked-up cause. haha.

It feels good to be back to us. To be lying in his sheets smelling his hair, to be in a park at 4am listening to him sing love songs to me while smoking and kissing and giggling, to wake up in the morning and go get breakfast and coffee and tell each other we're beautiful even though we havnt showered. It feels good to have him there looking at me ( Read more... )

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All the memories, so close to me, just fade away
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Today I woke up and drove to the beach. I drove to the beach and rolled the wet sand between my toes and let the breaze take me away from everything thats been chasing me for what seems like eternity. I forgot names of friends and forgot the touch of lovers and the laugh of family members, I burned where I lived and I burned how I got there and I ( Read more... )

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