So it has been a very long time since I last updated. And a lot has changed. I’ve graduated High School, I’m working a stable job as a house painter with this really nice old man, Bruce, we’re working in West Seattle right now. Currently I only really hang out with Billy, occasionally Shager and that whole crowd, and of course the few friends I ( Read more... )

Fuck my luck.
I swear I'm cursed.
Grrrrr!!

I am enjoying life quite a bit, having a lot of fun playing video games and doing nothing... but thats nothing new than what i've done all my life and the ideas building up in my head are overwhelming me. But I cant find the modivation to actually do anything about it ( Read more... )

Looking back...I was a bit harsh. Very harsh, irrational and foolish. What can I say...I got cought up in the writting and focussed on all the negativity on the subject, turning possibility to fact and rumors to truth. . . . My bad ( Read more... )

so im off to surgury. i'll be gone till thursday. able to see visiters on wednesday though *hinthint*
wish me luck.

wow...in six days i will be a responcible adult. only i can be accountable for my actions, no more blaming parents or having scapegoats, no more childish immaturity, i'll be able to vote and tried as an adult...not to mention buy cigarettes, porn and parephenelia. oh, and get tattoos and my own piercings, yay! im very excited for that. almost as ( Read more... )

i do not feel well, not well at all. physically. mentally. emotionally. im just in the shits. i think im getting sick, been coughing and sneezing a lot and my sinuses are clogged, which makes for an obnoxiously runny nose, bleh. i relapsed again last night, halloween, its really hard to turn it down when all of your closest friends are around you ( Read more... )

( Long rant )

hey assholes ( Read more... )

It is our government that has failed us; the very machine we created to avoid lies, prevent corruption and end a reign of greed has become just that. It has become something to be feared, an entity that strikes down all that oppose it, destroys anything different and strange, often in the name of a deity not all of it’s occupants believe in. ( Read more... )