Today I reached a new level of really just not wanting to interact with other humans ( Read more... )

Well, well, well.. Look who finally decided to show up.

Yeah..erm.. sorry about that.

So, it's been awhile!
Usually I dust off the ol' blog once a year to do a brief update.. but I'm thinking I might stick around this time.

First things first, I'll give you the normal scoop.
...Now, if I can just remember how to make those heart things..

♥ ( Read more... )

So. Here's the shit that is my life right now:

♥ I'm 21.
♥ Dan cheated on me and I moved out.
♥ I live with my Aunt Sue and Uncle Gary.
♥ Grandpa Ruhland tried to kill himself and is now in the psych ward at ECMC.
♥ I had been talking to a kid named Matt, who recently told me he was falling in love with me and couldnt bear to hang out ( Read more... )

So this here is the livejournal i've been neglecting, 'eh ( Read more... )

i hate it.

seriously?
im never going to be their friend.
or anyone's for that matter.

i think something's wrong with me that i cant make friends.
i just cant, i guess.

everyone's taken.

i'm sad.
what's the fun of having your own house if no one comes to it?
i hate this.

they hate me.

oh sweet, sweet desperation.

psychologist time ( Read more... )

SONICSONICSONICSONIC
bound.

First things, first.

why am i even up at this hour?

second things, second.

 i dont like writing in here in the daytime.
so, here's just a few points that i might consider expanding on, at a later date.

1) TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY! YAYYYYY!
2.)

nevermind, ill write more later.

"while you were sleeping
the babies grew
the stars shined and the shadows moved
time flew, the phone rang
there was a silence when the kitchen sang
its songs competed like kids for space
we stared for hours in our maker's face
they gave us picks
said go mine the sun
and go gold and come back when you're done
while you were sleeping
you tossed, you ( Read more... )