so i'm pretty much stoked

today:
(day off)
zoo
mall
everyone comes home from europe!!!

tomorrow:
(day off)
painting
PIMPS AND HOES PARTY

i feel like i need this. but i think it's the very thing i need to avoid at this point. and so i opt to believe in fate.

pretty much everyone left today for Europe. i'm really excited for them because i know they'll have an amazing time...but i'm already bored off my ass. thus, those remaining here should call me.

i need something to restore my faith in the theory of a good relationship. and by something, i mean someone.

so my best friend just got back together with the guy who cheated on her with at least 3 different girls. and the worst part is, she didn't even tell me they were talking again. i found out that they're together from some random girl in band who SHE'S NOT EVEN FRIENDS WITH. ouch. (wow that sounded petty ( Read more... )

[wow it's been a while since i've done this ( Read more... )

mk so Disney World was pretty much amazing. but it's ridiculous how much i did not want to come home. it wasn't the usual "omg this is so fun! i hope it never ends" bullshit. it was just the sudden realization that all the shit i left in ohio would still be there when i got home. i'm not sure what made me think it wouldn't, but for like 5 days i ( Read more... )

so last night was a little disapponting. pretty much not at all what i expected. whatever.

it's been a while since i've posted. i'm not really sure what to say. things are a little unstable in every aspect at the moment, but i'm dealing.

mickey avalon concert last night. fucking amazing. i made friends with a stripper. her name is emmy. if i ever need a job i apparently have one waiting for me at The Executive Den. good to know?

so tonight was the first night of talent show rehearsals. i was kind of dreading it this afternoon, but now i'm really stoked. i think it's going to be a lot of fun. and it could not have come at a better time. this is exactly what i need right now. all year i've been letting myself waste away without anything to really throw myself into. even if ( Read more... )