im in love but dont want to say it out loud. ive never been more honest and open in a relationship and it feels great not to feel like im keeping my mouth shut and letting things slide. i feel like for the first time ever im in a relationship with someone on the same page as me; the same maturity level, the same place in life, and the same page ( Read more... )

my last entry was written under intoxication and hormonessss ( Read more... )

im intoxicated right now... for the record ( Read more... )

man o man this past week has been a blast!! molly and liz are sooo much fun to hang out with! we spent tuesday together, had lunch at crispers, a little sleepover, and hit up makos for some drinking fun... well it was more of them drinking and me watching, but still fun! We were all up on the bar dancing all night, and we even got sprayed with the ( Read more... )

do me a favor and answer these in a comment post ( Read more... )

SLOW DANCE ( Read more... )

one down... two to go! got some test results back today... feeling a little less paranoid!

so these past few days have been.... emotional?  ive started to slowly bring down the walls i have up around the people i care about, and its brought me to a point in my relationships with friends family and robert that ive never been before.

yesterday was an experience... after going to all of these docs and having loads of tests and proceedures, ( Read more... )

Breathe in for luck ( Read more... )

i feel so fickle sometimes. I have this whole not ready to settle down, change my mind on a whim, i just want to have fun attitude in the back of my mind that rears its ugly head just as i think i have it all figured out, turning my world around like the spin cycle of a washing machine. hmmm.... thats a pretty cool visual: images blurring past at ( Read more... )