so i'm pretty much right bundged in the head at the moment. i just totally blanked out there for like 3 minutes. ahahhha. ahha shit....fuck.....craaaaaap.

if there was a time where i could parallel it to highschool - it would be now. high school represented no control. and right now, i feel completely out of control with my emotions, my thoughts and my actions. i feel that my brain is just so uncontrollably sad that its going to tell my heart to stop because it doesn't care anymore. And in an instant ( Read more... )

so i swore i'd never start one of these. one, because i don't have anything important to say. and two because i don't want anyone reading what unimportant things i have to say ( Read more... )