I have not written in this in over a month.  In this month, so much has happened.  My family and friends threw me the most amazing surprise party ever.  I have never been more shocked.  I am not even going to explain how much it meant to me. I got a Presidential Scholarship for Oswego.  It covers all of the tuition, so I just have to pay room and ( Read more... )

"now she's not just an old bitch, she's an old racist bitch."

-daniel hanczyk

hahahaha.
so i went out to dinner with danny, devon, and kaylee for by birthday
and as you can see, it was a ton of fun

today is my birthday.  i am 18.

 lynsay, the message you sent me was so nice to come home to.  it really meant a lot to me.  thank you.  i love you.  so much.

it's always "me too," "i wanna hang out too," "you're my best friend too," "i love you too."  that's what i hear day in and day out.  no one ever says it first.  i just wish someone would come up to me and just give me a big long speech about how they feel about me or what i mean to them.  but they don't.  i bring it up first because no one else ( Read more... )

i wish i knew what i wanted

i feel really good today

 i locked my keys in the car at eckerd (rite aid) today
it's just like, my stupidity never ends
and on my walk home, i realized some things..

i am so ok with everything.  i am so ok with my life.  i'm surprised to be feeling this way, but i am not going to question it.  i'm so grateful.

i am going to california tomorrow with my sister
to see the ellen show
because it's her 12 days of giveaways
it doesn't even seem real