i just found this and wow, i've changed so much. i read my entry about trying out for IMTA modeling, and i think it's sick how i wanted to lose 15 pounds. i'm not ready to model anyway. i want to start after i graduate and move to europe. apparently when i started this journal, i had no seld-confidence and was a taking back sunday fanatic. i still ( Read more... )

Put a * by the things that make you smile the most ( Read more... )

i got my interim grades today for all my classes. i have a C- in science and english/lit. everything else i'm okay in i think. everything's getting better, and my grades shot up a lot. i don't have to take my classes over anymore and life is good. i guess i was just having a bad few weeks. my birthday is in 8 days. yayayay! should be some fun. i'm ( Read more... )

scream loud. scream sayonara-oh-ohhh. sweet josephine will you follow me home, tonight?

i start my diet tomorrow. fruits and veggies only till july 18... for my IMTA interview in NYC. i need to drop 15 pounds, fasttttt.

July 27th, 2004:
New Taking Back Sunday album!

i will begin counting the days. oh, and i finally got my replacement shoes for the ones i lost crowdsurfing to taking back sunday. jesus, they were so worth losing my lucky shoes for. <3

forget homework. my mom said it's okay if i never do it again. john zripko smoking lucky strikes, spraypainting bikes, and taping it all into harriet. we're outlaws. yeah, outlaws. and by noon i'll be climbing trees with big bad- then tonight there's an all night party at j. schroeder's. brand new on saturday with sean i suppose. and of course ( Read more... )

oh my god, i have so much to write here. okay, so skate and surf was purely AMAZING. i have never had so much fun in my whole entire life!!! and to top it off, i hooked up with sean!!!! i'm so happy. like, we were friends but not like best friends so when we saw eachother and hung out all night we started hanging out more often and we're totally ( Read more... )

jeremy got his car last night. : ( this means that he'll be driving all the time instead of spending time with me. i'm really upset. but he told me i could name it, so i feel special. i'm going to miss him. <333 ( Read more... )

Opposite Sex ( Read more... )

wait until you all see what i did to the pictures of me and kyle. JERK HAS NO HEAD! what an asshole. he doesn't even care that he hurt me. jerkoff ( Read more... )