Something is telling me I should write. I haven't written about my feelings in so long, I guess it's about time to get down and dirty with my emotions ( Read more... )

So. I haven't updated this thing all summer. I feel like I have been non-stop since school got out though ( Read more... )

I just can not wait to be in Florida driving around in Noni's convertable with some Andre Nickatina blasting with warm sunshine on my face (protected with lots of sunscreen this time so I don't get sun poisoning again)haha
*sigh*

So. I am feeling better about life at this moment in time. I got a lot of things off my chest yesterday that have been bothering me to a few different people and it felt really really good. I need to stop thinking that holding shit in and ignoring the situation is the best way to deal with things ( Read more... )

mmk sooo I seriously LOVE hanging out with my stepsisters and they are my new scene. They are just so old and mature and honestly I can't get enough of it. I hate like everyone my age. I'm not saying I'm not naive and dramtic myself, but it's just so refreshing to hang out and not deal with people getting mad over the most stupid shit. Nobody ever ( Read more... )

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I hate that my life has just become this huge awkward mess.

I know things will turn out ok because things always end up having to be ok but it scares me that my life could be completely different if things went differently ( Read more... )

I've never felt so alone.

So. I am going to Captiva, Florida tomorrow and I am so excited. I am going with the entire fam- Dad, Joanne, Sara, Melissa, Jonny, the triplets, Colin, and Nik. I love it. My dad is renting a house there because that is what my stepmom wanted for her 50th birthday- to go away with the whole fam. It's pretty cute. My dad said we are taking a ( Read more... )

Nothing makes sense. We are taught completely different things than what is expected of us in the "real world". I really hate everything sometimes ( Read more... )