i just remembered why i dont think about italy that much. andy, im talking to andy, how amazing, and i actually remembered it for a split second and started to cry. all i thought of was him walking through the gate to the street and then walking down that staircase to the cortile and i remembered so vividly. it was so amazing, even the little ( Read more... )

if anybody around me has a 15 gb ipod and a power cord to lend me, id really appreciate borrowing it. i need to call a number and do some shit to get it fixed but the battery's dead and i was smart enough to leave all of its accessories in santa cruz ( Read more... )

yeah, sure. comfort is addictive. who really wants to be comfortable and trapped though when there is so much inside of us to explore and a purpose for us to realize? everybody who is blind and consumed by idleness stays trapped because they think they are attracted to the false excitement of nothingness. so maybe everything is nothing, but ( Read more... )

the dead are playing at the berkeley community theater, and they played there exactly one year before my birth, to the day anyway. i met a guy whod just come in from tucson arizona for the show today, and i got the impression that he had only been in arizona for a short time. he was travelling. id just been reading the dharma bums, and jack ( Read more... )

so i got a present from jr already. my mom opened the box a couple of days ago because it had an address in florida, and said it was a purse and that it was from jr. so i just opened the rest of the package. its a little black prada purse, like hope's le sport sacs only smaller, and its just the kind of purse i can actually use and isn't too ( Read more... )

i send this out to my pc homies, on my last night of the quarter in boarding school 2: college ( Read more... )

in general, im reading the Dharma Bums by kerouac, alternating witha book of gary snyder's cold mountain poems. how perfectly does that work! im trading The Razor's Edge by somerset maugham for East of Eden over break and i have to read the Crying of Lot 49 as well. ive been chillin, doing whatever i please and taking care of business. its very ( Read more... )

so its december ( Read more... )

Hunter's Club Reunion man. its pretty cool. weve had our official smoke and visited different honoured guests.

im so sick im dying, but i just got my favorite cd in the mail for my birthday, and im soo exctied! its so perfect and i love it because no matter what it makes me grin and dance happily! ohh i miss the order of the songs, and the versions of the songs that just arent anywhere else! some of them that is. yay. thanks