friends

[heyasshole]

yeah, sure. comfort is addictive. who really wants to be comfortable and trapped though when there is so much inside of us to explore and a purpose for us to realize? everybody who is blind and consumed by idleness stays trapped because they think they are attracted to the false excitement of nothingness. so maybe everything is nothing, but

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sara bo bara

[mistermcfeely]

ya know, u have a lot to say sometimes, but i think i understand u, im still a sick boy, but not dying as much, ill see ya soon

Re: sara bo bara

[heyasshole]

im glad to hear that you're done dying. i look forward to seeing you. you can understand, everyone can understand because really everyone knows everything. there's only so much to really know, only so much truth. everybody knows it all deep down, so im glad you think you understand what i try to say when i go rattling on. there i go rattling...later jack.

[laneve]

sara dear-

this was a fabulous piece of your mind! and how greatly you showed it!
this is very true aboout life and it makes me think a lot about the relationships i have.
i hope that the times i spent with you were good, the walks we took through cobblestoned streets in rome trying to see the world in our blurry visioned state a little closer, were part of what friends do. i consider you a great friend of mine sara, and only distance keeps us apart. i truly hope you find what your looking for and an equal mind to soothe the unrest within each of your own and our human souls attemtpting to become a friend. ahhh i hope you are well
later kiddo
lydia

[heyasshole]

oh those walks were special. we got out of the bars and away from the hub hub to enjoy the other people everywhere, the cool night air, and to marvel at the architectural relics of generations passed. those were walks really were something now that i think about it a little more. ahh i am quite well actually and i hope that you are too lyds. id like to catch up a little sometime, online, or, i guess youre coming out here right? later hun, thanks, sara

[jewbie]

i was talking about you to my grandparents and my grandmother compared you to this wonderful woman who died a long time ago. So grand and eloquent. i'll talk to you soon marky, i think i'm done with the drugs for awhile.

clarify

[mistermcfeely]

whats ur definition of drugs
like just weed, or alcohol, and cigarettes too

Re: clarify

[jewbie]

yeah, when i say drugs i mean drugs. i quit the smoking a couple weeks ago. i can't force myself to drink anymore-maybe i will at some point of break. and i don't have any desire to smoke the weed.

Re: clarify

[heyasshole]

groovy shit baby. i love that youre grandma said something like that...

whenever you want to chill or anything give me a call

mark

ps i just found an old note from sofia that she sent when i first got to italy, and it reminded me that my middle name was rebecca, when our mark and tom thing first started. i was mark rebecca ... . and now we have a real rebecca. thats how you fit into the mark/tom thing, i didnt realize before that you did in any way. but you do! oh yes