life is a sick game that makes me wanna make up new words to describe it...it, damnit, arg, hmmm , well, i suppose im overwhelmed and undercooked, fuckin rain and drugs, ack, ok ok , i need to focus, because i realized today that i lost that about 2 years ago. I lost that and my will to learn, at least in a structured machine-like setting, teacher
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