2005 - xforever_dreamingx XANGA
2006 - moonshinesgrey LIVEJOURNAL
2007 - heybabysmilee LIVEJOURNAL
2009 - antiquebones

thats where you can find me now. if anyone still even looks at this.

I really could go on and on about what my life has been in the past three months ( Read more... )

Even when you are right next to me, I miss you still.

So in my last entry things were pretty shitty. However, as of yesterday, I see myself only going up from here. I've basically hit the bottom so all that's left for me to do is climb my way back up. I'm officially done with school for at least a year after this semester. I've got a job interview at Loose Lucys on monday, and I'll most likely get ( Read more... )

I havn't written in this in a long time. Mostly because I havn't had much of anything positive to say. I didn't know life was capable of getting this out of control. After I got the flu, I got really behind school wise. Those days of being sick really through me off and the stresses of getting caught up only put me further and further behind. I ( Read more... )

I've really been trying extra hard to fight my feelings for Matt. What the fuck? Why the fuck are they still there? But no matter how hard I fight, I fail miserably. I really really care about him. :-/

editt//

surveys.

1. When I'm drunk, I tend to...
drunk, laughing, smiling.

2. Shots or beers?
beers.

3. Do you have drinking buddies?
generally bill or ( Read more... )

My past four days have consisted of lots of meddies, lots of tissues, lots of coughing, and ZERO cigarettes. That's really hard to do but I'd much rather not smoke and feel better than continue to smoke throughout it and make myself worse. Whatever,,,here's some surveys thanks to lynds :)

1. Are you dating the person you text most?
no.

2. What did ( Read more... )

I have the flu.

I've come to realize that I not as emotionally strong as I like to think or pretend to be. Weakness.

This weeeekend is fantasssssssssticcccc. Show friday with Bill and Sean and Alyssa and Connor TIGHT AS HELL. I've never in my life had so many people tell me how "awesome" i am cause i was screaming the lyrics and getting in the push pits and shit.  came out with a cut, two bruises, (one's huge), and a huge goose egg on my head. Bill said he was so ( Read more... )