I am just so sick of crying and hating being at home. It feels like the person my Dad used to be has died or something. I'm trying my hardest to stay out of their way, to get my shit sorted and move out, but it's so fucking hard when college takes up so much of my fucking time. Fuck.

concerts
lily allen
big day out (highlights: kasabian, lily allen, dizzee rascal)
lady gaga
groovin the moo
kasabian
splendour in the grass
falls festival

shot
british india
cloud control
richard in your mind
jinja safari
sydney sounds like!
two door cinema club
guineafowl
sound school charity gig
oh mercy
deep sea arcade

excuse me while i have a fangirl freak out for a few minutes...

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Why aren't I one of these interesting people
Who's always got something to say?
To not be contrived and to feel so alive
And to never have wasted a day
To go for long walks and have well-informed talks
In an unconfrontational way
Why aren't I one of these interesting people
And why won't you stay?

I look at myself and it's so plain to see
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i couldn't sleep last night so i took my oversized yellow dressing gown & ipod into the living room. sufjan stevens helped set the scene. casper snuggled with me because he was cold. i fell asleep for a little while then i awoke and had a flashback of a moment that i hadn't thought about since it had happened.

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1. one secret.
2. one compliment.
3. one non-compliment.
4. one love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. lyrics to a song.
6. one wish of yours.
7. what you'd do to me if you saw/met me.

"And all you see is where else you could be."