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You stand, you fight, and you go where you want ( Read more... )

i am experiencing an isolated moment of frustration right now. generally i've been feeling good about life and how im doing at it. but right now, i feel like a coward. there's a cross in my life that i don't want to bear. throwing it down in any sense is not an option, so i aspire to carry it with my back straight and chin up and what have you. but ( Read more... )

my dad put a hat in the washer that's supposed to be dry clean only. it doesn't even fit cady now ( Read more... )

is it childish to want to be needed? im not willing to go to any lengths for it so i guess im in decent shape but an emotional hunger pang is an emotional hunger pang ( Read more... )

man, I haven't posted in quite some time. oh well. I'm not even sure what to say at this point. a lot has happened. i haven't really accomplished much as far as recovery from car breaking down/purse being stolen. and i leave for home in 4 days. rock on. i thought i had more to say but i dont. whatevs.

been said but just waiting for it to be true.

expression seems to be difficult for me at the moment, so i'm limiting myself to one thing. if i could express one thing in this particular point in time, it would be this:

conflict is a bitch, and complication is the leather whip in its hand.

"we hunched together in one chair out on the deck, in snow that frozen fell down on the modern set. it looked as if i'd picked your name out of a hat. next thing you know, you are asleep in someone's lap. watch them run, although it's the minimum heroic ( Read more... )

"so i stand in the sun and i breathe with my lungs, trying to spare me the weight of the truth ( Read more... )

I'm in a bit of a predicament at the moment. There's someone who doesn't like me, not because of me but because of someone else. And that's where things start to really suck. It only ever goes one of two ways for me- either I'm to scared to do anything, or I buck up and take initiative only to run into a wall of circumstances.

Pick me?