this weekend so far has been good. went out to eat with sam and scott, drank wine before we went in and left kind of fast because we wanted to do other things. we ended up not doing anything and went back to scotts house to watch heros and sleep. haha i felt asleep so fast that i didnt even see the dvd start ( Read more... )

lately i have been a little too stressed out. i really need to do something for myself instead of constantly worrying about everyone else...i think thats my problem. i worry about my problems and other peoples problems and never get any of them resolved. gonna fix that ( Read more... )

i have been trying to find some different music to listen to but cant find anything i like yet...
any suggestions? anything is good enough

i haven't been doing much at all lately, mainly just staying at my house since Saturday night. work has been great. i meet all these people who aren't from around here at all. last week i had a couple who were from Brooklyn, NY. they were by far the most interesting and talkative people i have ever talked to. not to mention they were great tippers ( Read more... )

work was good today except for when my manager and boss had me come into there office and talk abou thislady silvia. everyone knows that she is an angry person and talks bad about our resort/spa. somehow word got back to peggy(my boss) and she is having people come in to tell her whats really going on. all i care about is that its kept confidential ( Read more... )

we hired a new nail technician and i love her already. she is perfect and we are so compatable in every way and im so glad she will be working with me tuesday through saturday. we have another nail technician, megan and i dont believe that megan with be back at the spa/nail lounge due to the fact that she called in sick on sunday and it being a ( Read more... )

terrible things keep happening and i have no control over them.
its my life, so why does it keep fucking up so bad?

i want so many things that are going wrong to be right again

ive been irritable, over emotional, angry and in a i dont give a shit mood for no reason. what gives?
i dont even have a reason for feeling like this. it just started happening and i wish it would stop

i'm over at sam's house right now. been here for most of the week and i'm starting to wonder if he is getting tired of seeing me almost every day. i love being able to be with him and i haven't heard any complaints. so i guess not ( Read more... )

yesterday all i felt was angry ( Read more... )