all of this confusion with work has given me way too much anxiety and stress.
i need to relax and figure out how i can deal with this.
tomorrow 1:30 tour and blah blah not worth my time.
thats what i finally found out after about a week of making phone calls and playing phone tag.
wow, not worth the stress ive had at all

waterworld was a lot of fun yesterday ( Read more... )

the past week i have been really lazy. the other reason is that there is nothing for me to do.
i cleaned the room but its dirty again(sigh).i also cant wait to get my stuff out of boxes and into the half side of my room that ill be sharing with narissa. im glad its a big room.
next week i start training specifically for my job. im a little excited ( Read more... )

i hate how my life is constanly having its downs ( Read more... )

working has caused much stress and i need a massage. i wish someone at work would just give me the best one in the menu. i would feel so special ( Read more... )

confusion has taken over! but love is still here. i hope love is in him too

my birthday was better than i expected it to be. i hung out with veronica jamie and sophia. we all just drank and hung out, stopped by a few places so they could see there friends. it was nice. then sam decided to call me ( Read more... )

its my birthday tomorrow, im really hoping i get some kind of surprise! (:

ok so sam and i had a not so good talk on sunday and now things are a bit shaky between us again mainly because of my impatience ( Read more... )

i saw him last night and i really think that made him think twice about what he really wants with "us". i really wanted to see him and i had the whole night planned in my head. to be perfect. it didnt go as planned and now he is telling me that he still doesnt know what he wants. he either wants it or he doesnt. i dont know what my competition is ( Read more... )