My sleep schedule is completely reversed.
It's 5:30 AM and I'm wide awake.

These past couple of weeks have been a complete mindfuck.
This summer is by far more interesting than the last.

This isn't a real update, but I'm stickaming with my favorite Californian boys right now.

"lauraaaa!!" (2:07:14 AM): Since you won't talk to me, I'm going to have the balls and ask you myself. What problem do you have with me ( Read more... )

Taylor and I were talking about Storm and Nicole and how he gave them his full blessing to date before they started going out. He said that afterward, he wondered whether it would have made any difference if he said it was cool or not, whether they still would have gone out if he told them he wasn't okay with it. He said that he didn't think it ( Read more... )

Laura and Taylor are currently 'talking'.
Yes, by 'talking,' I mean 'preparation for possibly dating.'

This week has been a mindfuck, which is currently the word that describes my entire existence ( Read more... )

So I didn't get to see Christopher last Sunday ( Read more... )

Always.
I never change and I never learn.
As many times as I've gotten myself hurt by letting someone in before they've proven they deserve it, I never fail to repeat the mistake.

And this new boy...who is not new at all...could potentially ruin my emotions.
I know it, and I think he does, too.

"Is this anything? At all ( Read more... )

graduation rehearsal in 3 hours ( Read more... )

Jumping in headfirst, eyes closed, without any regard for the rocks below somehow isn't as scary when there's someone holding your hand, ready to make the leap with you.

=]

Good things come to those who wait.
Great things come to those who take chances.
Awesome things come to those who body check cute boys at The Capitol.

Me: How bad are you just itching to jump around right now?
Him: [10 minutes later] I can't feel my legs. x__x gaaaah i just woke up lol
Me: aww, i didn't wake you up, did i?
Him: lol, don't worry about it =]
Me: i'm sorry =[
Him: its nice waking up to your texts.
Me: now you know how i've felt for the last two mornings. =]

Yes, I am.

So there is exactly one person that I've been talking and thinking about nonstop for the past 8 days, and it scares the living hell out of me.

[He just texted me. 'I'm coming back to Ocala. I'm actually pretty stoked =)'Anyone who knows me well knows that I fall fast and hard and without thinking....but it's never happened this fast ( Read more... )