hey livejournal.....it's been awhile.

my dearest aaron ( Read more... )

what do you do when you feel completely empty?
and nothing...not music, not company, not a night sky full of stars, and sometimes not even drugs can fill that void?
i just want to disappear.

i'm falling for him. and i'm scared that all he wants is sex. since i'm giving him that already why would he want to date me?

joshua overdosed today ( Read more... )

dearest kaelin and allie ( Read more... )

why is it that every fucking man in my life is trying to keep me in a fucking cage?

my dad. my boyfriend.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck you all.

i'm the kind of girl that likes to fly.

i have been very discouraged lately.
i really hate my job. i'm fucking lonely.
my dad won't let me out of the house.
i'm tired. and everyone has been pointing it out.
maybe christmas break will make everything better.

my life is a goddamn roller coaster.

fuckin'. yeah.

scratch the last entry.
i'm fucking doomed to be alone forever.

god damnit, trever. i miss you so much ( Read more... )