i made my last entry private because i have discovered that people are reading it just to laugh at me. normally this information wouldn't bother me - i don't usually make private posts because this is the place where i express my emotions and, good or bad, anyone can read them and offer their input, or read them just to laugh at how i deal with ( Read more... )

She died.

I got the job at Swarovski. Yay.

The job isn't bad, I am enjoying it a lot so far... but I've already gotten to the point where I cannot wait to get out. I have been working 8-hour days from the start. I worked Wednesday and Thursday last week 930-530 and 1030-630 today. I've been doing really well as far as selling goes, and I've always been great ( Read more... )

So

today Kyle got his window replaced this afternoon, which is wonderful. it looks all sexy and shiny and junk... it's great haha. during the installation, however, his mom called the house and asked me to get kelso's passport and bring it to the train station. i don't have a car here so kyle had to go. the truck's brakes stopped working, so he ( Read more... )

my landlord is an ass. he came up to my door the other night and scolded kyle for parking in the back, after which we apologized nicely and moved his car to the school parking garage. yesterday, however, we became so fed up with him being a jerk that we went to the police station to find out if parking on the street in front of the apartment is ( Read more... )

by the way... Zach Galifianakis is hilarious.

look him up.

weirdo.

can i just say right now that i hate ashlee simpson? alright, i will. i hate ashlee simpson. i hate her typical melodies and her typical lyrics. i hate that her new single "invisible" is too similar to her previous songs "shadow," "love me for me," and "nothing new" from her debut cd titled autobiography (2004). this song is also very similar to ( Read more... )

We bought an air conditioner for my room yesterday. Or rather, Kyle bought me an air conditioner for my room last night... but I'll be paying him back every cent once I get a freakin job. I applied at four stores within 30 minutes yesterday: 3 in the mall and 1 across the street from the mall. Hmm, they were Hot Topic, Munson's, Gymboree and Old ( Read more... )

so today is my 19th birthday, and it's been alright so far. for anyone who cares, my surgery went very well. i slept through the entire thing, due to the anesthetics i was given, and it really wasn't painful at all. so that's great. again, i won't go into details as to what the surgery was for, but it was important and i'm glad i got it taken care ( Read more... )

i want to get married. i want to live together. i want to be happy with this person for the rest of my life. all this will come in time, and i've got plenty of that to go around.

but more than anything else, i just want him to tell me he loves me.