Today Jake and I got into another huge fight. Things have been so peaceful lately that I guess something was bound to go wrong eventually. There was screaming, crying, throwing of things, and I definitely said a lot of things I didn't mean. It makes me sad because it reminds me of my parents fighting and I don't want to be like them. I don't want ( Read more... )

See, I'm sticking with it.
Jake is sleeping on my bed since he can't eat today. He's fasting for Yom Kippur.
I'm actually kind of bored since he's too tired to entertain me and there's no school, which, don't get me wrong, is a good thing! I think I'm gonna drive to Barnes and Noble soon and get a hot chocolate (sorry Jake) and a book. Any

I don't know why I stopped using this. I just gave it up one day. I guess I'm back for now. We'll see how that goes.
I miss my lj friends. Strangely enough, I miss people I don't even know in real life.
Jake and I are great.  I have never been more comfortable with a person. I have never been this happy ever.
What have I missed in all of your

Nothing is better than pancakes for dinner and waking up next to your favorite boy!
Nothing!

So I know I have been MIA. This school year had been busier than I expected. First I played on the soccer team even though I am awful at sports. I have been actually working on my school work for once and doing all of my homework and actually caring about my grades and my report card has shown that. I guess the fact that it's Junior year and SAT's ( Read more... )

hey I am really happy. How is everyone else?

Break is so great. I just wish it would snow so we could go sledding and have snowball fights! But I have been catching up on my zzz's and shopping and eating and having fun with the girls. I have also been taking a break from the party scene and I think its been really good for me. I just needed it. Im young and Ive been drinking and smoking so ( Read more... )

This is a stupid and pointless update. I just need to express my joy for school being over and for it almost being Christmas! Tomorrow Jake and I are going to the mall so I can have my picture taken with Santa. Its going to be so funny. I can hardly wait.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS! Everyone have great breaks and drink lots of eggnog.

I think Im becoming an insomniac. Waking up for school tomorrow should be an interesting process.
Way too much on my mind for sleep.

So to make up for the fact that I have not posted in monthssssss, here is a picture of me and Katie. My eyes look like they are white, but whatever.

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