i can now be found at swinging.

it is friend's only. i had to do this. so, please, add my new journal & i'll keep you. this journal is no more than a horrible reminder as of today.

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hello. i passed my a&p test by only two points & that's horrible for me, because i am usually on top of my game academically. i am slipping, i tell you. slipping. i've been really mean to everyone lately & i don't know how to stop myself. over all, it's been a not good day & i don't feel like talking, so i won't.

( you never tell me i'm beautiful, but. . . )

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i just got my very first roll of film back after using my Nikon FG for the first time. they turned out really blurry for the most part. but, i am a complete amateur & haven't taken any pictures except for with my digital camera before this. so, that's alright. i will share them with you, anyways. i hope to get a lot better & then i will have this ( Read more... )

a sudden realization: it is cold here & converse are just no good at keeping toes warm. anyway, tonight is my school's homecoming & i am not going. i feel silly in admitting that i am slightly sad that i decided against it. i only went my freshman year & i guess it felt pretty alright to get all dressed up. i didn't have a date, or anything. but ( Read more... )

oh. i didn't go to school today because i don't feel good. except, i feel pretty all right at the moment; just weak because i have no desire to eat anything whatsoever. i only feel sick when i walk around for a little bit. yesterday, i blacked out in a&p & had to be "escorted" to the nurse's office. it was all pretty sensational. i am horrible, ( Read more... )

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damn it all. this has been an exhausting week. i am stuck at home right now because my car will not start. i hate that car so much, i always have. i have so much to do today.

i can't be stuck at home.

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