hi i'm a lush. i'm drinking smirnoff ice by myself @ 1:30 am. althought it doesn't count cus smirnoff ice is like drinking sprite with a drop of like vodka in it.

and i found out last night what a light weight i've become. after like 5 cosmos and 3 sex on the beachs i couldn't walk and passed out in the hotel lobby. elite huh? god i am sucha jerk ( Read more... )

I was just about to cry and I read the message emily left on my computer;

message from me, a complete moron ( Read more... )

Yeah, that's right I did it. I made the gothic girl my mood theme. I'm the farthest thing from goth on the planet, but I don't think she really looks "goth" more so, ...misunderstood? haha IDK. But she is wearing a red shirt. Come on people, if she was really goth it would be BLACK and say "I WANNA EAT YOUR SOUL ( Read more... )

( i'm a loser with no life...and you love it..so CLICK ASSHOLE )

Bless Emily's little emo heart. She logged on here and made me a Jesse Lacey bg! And of course it's hot sex cus it's Jesse. But like yeah my entry boxes don't seem big enough? Eh, oh well. Maybe she can fix it? If not it's fine ( Read more... )

Paul's band placed 2nd in BOB :) They were so good! It sounds so different in Ben's basement. But yah they did awesome. And I had so much fun last night. More fun that I've had in forever. It was Josh's 18th birthday. He's my new best friend. (Don't worry Chia, your #1 in my heart) haha ( Read more... )

my obsession with brand new & jesse lacey is becoming out of control. it really owns my life. i tried to listen to HIM, and then i tried to listen to the riddlin kids, but only 1 track into both CD's i had to put in brand new bc i can't handle listening to anything else. nothing sounds as good. it's like the only CD i listen to anymore. eh whatever ( Read more... )

_______My life_______ ( Read more... )

I got a job. And I already want to quit. I hate working. The end. I have to get up at like 8 am tomorrow. I haven't been up that early literally, in monthes. And I wasn't planning on it. I <3 my sleep. I NEED MY SLEEP. Paul's coming over right now. I wanna call him & make him bring me diet coke. Since I didn't get to see him all day + he loves ( Read more... )

So I was just attempting to lay out. I really hate laying out. I can lay there for 3 fucking hours bored as shit and sweating my ass off feeling gross, and barley get an effing tan. It's really NOT my cup of tea. My mom said she might take me tanning when she gets off of work, if she's already going. I only have 1 visit left from like June. I never ( Read more... )