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it really sucks to love someone with everything you have and not know if you can really trust them.

i feel like shit.

hi i really love smoking doobies ( Read more... )

my dad just asked me.."would you want to go to the game tomorrow and watch emily cheerlead?" NO I WOULD NOT. 2 seconds later..my mom was like "do you wanna go see emily cheer tomorrow?" WHY WOULD I WANNA DO THAT? not to be a bitch but when i cheered for falls...did ANYONE give a shit? nope. did my mom or dad EVER come see one single game? um no. ( Read more... )

i suck at updating this. cus i have a greatest journal. and i'm in love with it. and i'm mad at emily. cus she never updates anymore. =\ it's 4am. i can't sleep. i took an excedrin at like 11:30 cus my head was pounding. and paul even warned me not to. but i did anyways. i still am not tired. which means i'll be sleeping all day tomorrow, or i'll ( Read more... )

last night i woke up @ like 4am and felt so sick =\ ugh. so i slept most of today, but then (since i already made the plans) i got all ready and everything, but i still feel like shit. since i didn't sleep good last night i'm completly exausted. i just wanna go to bed. but i think people are already on their way over to pick me up for so much for ( Read more... )

nothing has been going on latley. does anything ever really go on in my life anymore though? no. not really. michael and paul came over for a little bit before paul had to go to band practice. i gave michael 2 ciggerettes for $1.50, but they were my last 2 ciggerettes =\ but he bought me wendy's. well paul is paying him back. but yeah ( Read more... )

let me just take this time to say that i hate every single one of my ex boyfriends. (with the exception of bobby & thomas) i hope they all die horrible deaths and in the event that they do i will knock over their caskets and shit on them ( Read more... )

[from one of her surveys]

(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? i look like my sister? :-)

(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? vikki when i was in 5th grade.she was my IDOL

she owns you. the end. <3

GOOD LUCK TO CHIA ON HER TEMPS TODAY!@* My lil pretty behind the wheel!! :D
i got my tattoo yesterday. and i love it and am obsessed with it. i have no webcam, but i'm hoping to by a scanner soon, so we'lll see. it's the barb-wire pink and black butterfly for those of you i haven't shown. i'll post a pic of the actually tattoo in like a comment ( Read more... )