it's so weird reading entries with names of boys who were so important

in this journal I've left to rot and

I don't remember who any of them are

there's something happening and

I can't control it

it's not my fault
it's not my fault
it's not my fault

I want tomorrow, I want the future, I want it all

it's not soon enough
it's not good enough
it's not enough

I can't control it

I'm having a day I think ( Read more... )

I may be actin' a foo, but I'm srsly angry right now. I love halloween ( Read more... )

I hope my IFSS reads my journal and then instantly regrets getting my name

I might puke. or shit.

I'm nervous, I'm excited, I'm nervous, I'm excited

well. wedding shit is coming together.

after Saturday I won't have to talk about it anymore.

I'm pretty sure I'm getting married on August 28th, 2010

and that is comin' pretty fuckin' quick

finally hung out with Erin AND her bf Zack, he never wants to go out ( Read more... )

so yesterday (April 28th) was one of the worst days of my life ( Read more... )