I'm sitting here listening to Avril Lavigne??
regardless i'm tired.
i'm so tired.

i'm trying to be positive but today i was half way gone and i came back home in tears.
it doesn't matter.
i guess i'm to the point where it never mattered.

 I'm sick.
sore throat and everything.
I'm tired and i don't know why i'm here.
Term one is over today and
fuck yes i'm ungrounded!!!!

Halloween was chill hanging out with lucy ryan and mary.

I really am just content today.

 Halloween and i'm sick.
Today has been filled with me sleeping and texting.
All in all it's been ok.
i hope everyone has a great night.

Today was just amazing.
Every Aspect of Harper's Ferry is gorgeous.
To every extent.

ill post pictures later.

i hope everyone has a wonderful day.

 My night was interesting?
i was at work talking to ashley when my phone starts vibrating in my pocket.
it was Evan Houle???
Then as i was closing Kyle Pringle comes in and starts kissing my face claiming i was kissable??
i almost punched  him but whatever.
THEN at 1:34 this morning i familiar n umber starts calling my phone, and when i didnt answer ( Read more... )

In all seriousness.
Does anyone want to give me a place to stay four the next three years?

I went to the nurses office just now and i called my mom to come get me.
and instead of at least giving me something positive to say.
she started yelling at me because i threw up last week.
i can't handle it
fuck her fuck my life.

fuck fuck fuck

 I'm really confused.
But i'm  wearing heels and i haven't fallen...yet!
I'm super proud of myself.
I need to stop beating myself up all the time.
But i'm sad, and upset so much that i don't even notice.
i wish i wasn't so insecure when it comes to certain things.

ps. i love him

 It's cold
my feet are wet.
i'm tired
and i have a test.
I feel sick.
i want to go home.
it's not at all fantastic.

Today is a shit day.
I didn't shower.[[oops?]]
i didn't wash my face.
i woke up on time and left the house late.
i'm just sick.
i want to go home.

My mom had a break down yesterday.
It really pissed me off.
Like i just don't understand.
We aren't good enough for her anymore?
She needs to stop drinking and she needs to stop making an ass of herself
because i'm tired.