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 plain and simple.
fuck you.

 Do you feel the weight of world and it's sorrow?

I'm really tired.

So i wrote a letter to my brother today. i wasn't intentionally writing to him, because i don't see a point he'll never get it. no matter how much i think he will, he just wont.
but it was nice to pretend that he could read it smile, respond and we'd be happy.
but that'll never happen.

on another note.
yesterday was a pretty bitchin day, minus Emily ( Read more... )

 Happy Early birthday Muffin!

i love you sweetie

 screw him and his logic.
screw him and kicking me out.
screw them for laughing at me.
i've never hated my step dad before, but ya know he has no right to treat me like this.

Tomorrow is one month and it's all been fantastic.
Today was a good day.

Even though it is my brother's birthday he would have been eleven.
so i'm pretty bumbed about that.
But you can't change timee.

Today is a decent day.
emily brought me a brownie which brightened the rainyish day to a max. 
I'm telling myself not to fail and i'm failing at that.
i don't understand it but i'm trying and that's all i can do.

 oi so i'm finally off punishment.
yay!!!!!
i even got my laptop back and i'm in love with it once again.

so this means i can go places with a moderation.
if anyone wants to hang out let me know :]

[[we went to look at a house today, it was nice i guess but i hate how big it is. and the fact that it's in PA.]]

My  grandmother is sick.