So things were getting pretty upsetting there for a little bit... But I am better now... I even gauged my ears last night... For those that don't know what that means its where you make the holes where your earrings go bigger... Normally when your ears get pierced they use a 20 or 18 gauge... mine were 20 so I went up to a 16 and I hope to have at ( Read more... )

*Never Meant To Break Your Heart ( Read more... )

Wow! This had to have been the best weekend ever... I hated that it had to end. I miss my Kyle so much... So this is how my weekend went ( Read more... )

So I am one day closer to staying in Jasper... I hope that this Halloween is better than the last one... to much emotional stuff... I think the best part of Halloween last year was when Baran almost got us kicked out of the Corn Maze because he told a guy in a costume that he had a booger hanging out. That totally owned! But I think that some ( Read more... )

She's drama with a cause ( Read more... )

I heard this song and though it was perfect for the mixed emotions that I was feeling... I was doing so good... The last time I cried was Sunday when Kyle left... Tonight that all changed... I miss him... Yet I feel like he is sad beyond what I can fix... That scares me... I want to make him happier than he thought he could ever have possibly been ( Read more... )

Right Side Of The Bed ( Read more... )

My life is getting better and better... Kyle was here all weekend. Mom and Dad let him stay with us... It was so awesome waking up and him being there and me getting to fix him breatkfast. He also brought me a guitar so that I could start learning to play. I can't wait to learn to play ( Read more... )

I got bored today... I talked to Baran... We talked for like an hour... Which is probably the longest that we have talked in like maybe a year or so... It was pertty nice to catch up and re-realize that we had the same feelings on the same issues ( Read more... )

So you really find out who your true friends are when you are incredibly sick and totally bummed out because you have no company... They don't even text or call to see if your ok... What if this would have been somethign serious? Would they have even cared.... Wait why do I care... Kyle called me... Cody called me, Ashley called me... Blake ( Read more... )