Can't stop thinking about Kyle... I miss him so much... On top of that I am in horrible pain, and to take a pain pill I have to eat and i get sick. I have lost like 5 pounds already and my doctor said it wouldnt stop til like the middle of next week... Thats when I am supposed to start feeling better... Well I need to go and try to eat and keep my ( Read more... )

So let's see I am extremely sick... I spent a great day with Kyle Saturday in Jasper... I might see him this weekend too... He might come see me... I hope so cause I probably won't be able to go there again this weekend... I miss him so... I also screwed up my back pretty bad... I don't know how... it just really hurts... I feel dizzy and sick ( Read more... )

"Circle - Slipknot ( Read more... )

*Polyamorous - Breaking Benjamin ( Read more... )

Things see to be heading in the right direction right now... But it will change some how soon... Well Kyle is supposed to come spend all of Friday with me... I can't wait. I miss my baby. I am waiting for him to get off work right now because I didn't feel like going out and because my mom and dad are acting its a sin for me to enjoy what little ( Read more... )

So I get paid today. First thing in the morning I am cashing my check, giving my mom $40, and going to look at my wings at Partycity. So far my costume consists of the dark angel wings, black skirt, black top (not really sure which one I think I might look at hot topic), fishnet stockings, and my knee high boots. I am so the dark angel this ( Read more... )

*Break my fall - Breaking Benjamin ( Read more... )

So today totally rocked... I think it was the perfect ending to a perfect week for Kyle and me... He bought me an angel costume... wings and everything... I wore it all over the place today... I was dressed in all black and pink wings, tiara, and lil spetor thingy... I love it... I decided that for Halloween I am going to get the big black feather ( Read more... )

Things are slightly better today... I had the best conversation with my baby last night... It was so awesome... I like cried happy tears for like an hour after... Just thinking about how great things are for us... I don't think that I have ever trusted someone as much as I trust him... He tells me everything and through all the crap he has been ( Read more... )

Did you ever think I disappoint you like I do when I was your little girl ( Read more... )