So here I go, so dishonestly... leave a note for you my only one ( Read more... )

I'm Not Okay (I Promise ( Read more... )

So I think its time for my Kyle entry again... Ya know the one... Where I continue to tell ya'll how much I love him and how perfect he is. I can't believe that someone would be so patient with me. I mean he takes time to listen and hear me... He really does care about my well-being. He doesn't try to make me feel great because he wants ( Read more... )

So it looks like I have this AWESOME chance to be happy, but with it I sacrifice alot. But isn't love about sacrifice and compromise? I guess I will just have to prove to Kyle that I love him enough to make this HUGE change. I just hope that it doesn't end in pain and loss ( Read more... )

"I'm not ok. I'm not ok ( Read more... )

*Ill Nino - With You ( Read more... )

I so don't know where things are going or what yo do with my life. I don't think that I am going to go to school this semester. That means that I have to get a full time job and save money so that I can go next semester. It really sucks because I have already been taking test and doing projects ( Read more... )

WOW! Yesterday was so much fun... I gave up on going to Birmingham, but when I got home and talked to my mom is became ok. So Ashley and I left at about 1:30 and met the boys at like 3. I didn't get home till about 10:50 last night. I was so tired because I drove there and back. I think that I could make that journey every now and then if it ( Read more... )

So I find myself in this place where I don't feel like me... I mean its like I am missing something... I know what it is, but it is going to take some work to get it back. There have been alot of things said and done that I wish could be changed. But I am not going to give up. I guess my drive, my force wouldn't let me lose so easily. I need ( Read more... )

HAPPY 4 MONTHS, KYLE!!!So this is my blurting entry... I won't go into much detail. I will just hit the surface of everything I feel right now so at least then I have addressed it. I look out the window and see the mountain. Such good memories... I have been in love with that mountain since I was a little girl. Now I have to chance to go there ( Read more... )