Hey-

No one really uses livejournal anymore but I guess I'll update it anyways.

Junior year is starting soon.
How weird. I remember the first day of middle school.
I miss the way things used to be.
I've lost many friends & I miss many of them, some I don't.

I guess when people said you'll find out your true friends in highschool was right.
So thank you to ( Read more... )

Hey; so I read Lindsay's journal today about summer and it made me wanna write one too. This summer is gonna be so different from last summer. Last was amazing. It was all about ( Read more... )

Such an amazing show. One that shouldn't be missed.
The most recent episode With Tired Eyes, Tired Minds, Tired Souls, We Slept was a true eye opener. You never know what its like to live the life of another person. You can't control the actions of others. But watching this show, made me realize you can control the actions of yourself. I've made a ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while so I figured I'd update.

Not much good news but here it is:
-My knee is doing great
-I probably get to play softball mid-end of March =D
-I am going to Kelse's party tonight
-There is a reallly hottt new guy
-I'm going out of town tomorrow with my 'rents & Blondie.
-I love my true friends more than anything in the ( Read more... )

Boy, I have really screwed up.
I lost the guy that I really liked because I just figured out that he totally chose his girlfriend over me && I should have figured that out from the start. But what's worse is that I shouldn't have even allowed him the opportunity to "choose"
I lost my best friend that way. I should have never done what I did with ( Read more... )

I have about a million thoughts running through my head right about now and no one to tell them to. So I'm gonna write them all out ( Read more... )

Yeah so things are allright I guess.
Family is coming in.
Exams the 18-20th
Open heart surgery for my papa the 19th
Knee sugery for me the 27th.
Doubtful I'm playing softball.
I'm going through life
Yeah, so basically things suck.
I'm out.

Hey.

Yeah; so I'm sorry for rambling and ranting in my emo mood in the other entry.
Since then; things have gotten better.
+I chose to get rid of Lee's sorry ass. Cut him out of my life.+
+Realized it was for best to break it off with Tyler.
-Realized I did/do like him and probably always will ( Read more... )

Why do I even try anymore?
No one cares.
Everyone has turned against me.
No one knows my side of the story.
Yet no one bothers to care.
I don't even know why I try.
The people I wake in the morning for; have turned against me.
I wish I could just leave.
Make everyone happy; including myself. for once
So whatever.
Screw it

I'm really confused.
Tyler & me are on a break.
It's wanted; right?
It's like; I'm glad I'm on a break; cause I need it. But; at the same time; I miss him. I miss the almost perfect relationship we had ( Read more... )