I went to my dad's grave today. It was probably one of the saddest moments that i've had recently. As i was standing there looking at his grave, i couldn't help but think "Wow, even though that this is my dad, he has never even seen me, he has no idea what i look like or even that i exist." Because my mom had a miscarriage before me. So There ( Read more... )

Life is so stressful. i usually love life, but more and more days i feel like i hate it. i'm so stressed out.

i hate feeling like this.

its been a pretty exciting few days. Cool part, and into the bfa acting program at ucf. its neato. I love my friends, family, and my incredible girlfriend.

today was a drag.

i took a nap twice today.

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in school show in like 2 hours. its gonna be gay gay gay. with all the black kids commenting on our festive apparel. sigh. my mom woke me up to early and im pissed.

abdullah"grouchy"zainol

the first week of the show is over and done with. another week to go. guh. Robert is moving making it mucho gayness. much gayness is something i coined off of jared. things are good with me. i love my girlfriend. shes pretty fantastic. ummm... anchor blue is going to be stupid as hell. I can't make the "3 most important days" so they're giving me ( Read more... )

today was sort of a bleh day. I dunno, sort of crappy. I don't feel good, and my throat hurts and i have a headache. The only cool thing that happened today was that i got glenn. Which is pretty cool because i've never gotten a lead in anything.But i'm not that good of a dancer, so i we'll see how this pans out. My mom is yelling at me right now. ( Read more... )

i have to get a physical soon. I dunno when that's gonna happen. maybe soon. guh. Physical's are always awkard. with all the turn your head and coughs, and the gloves and what not, it makes things weird. So i'm going out to soccer tomorrow. Just hope it won't be to late. I need to start. Soooo, that's about it. Good movies are coming out. Robert's ( Read more... )

my ears are cold.

im from the bottom of the map