my sister moved to japan yesterday.

I see a blank notebook page
and it's my life and there is
nothing I can think to write
I fear the thought of not sensing a thing

A poem someone gave me a long time ago... 
makes me think of better days with a smile --->

You

As time passes on
Clear out of sight
But here I will wait

For you all night

As time extinguishes
And as everything fades
We hold on forever
And pray that it stays

This clinging disposition
That’s surrounded in fear
Alone I am afraid
But not when your here

You keep me ( Read more... )

my mom and dad went to a movie today.
together.
alone
...
?

Goodmorning... I'm just gonna type until the Benadryl wears in... enjoy. So, it's bout 1:00 in the mornin and can't sleep as usual. Not my usual perky self kinda mellowish right now. i guess when it's late i start thinkin.. and i end up thinkin bout all the retarded choices i decide to do in my life kinda makes me less..... hyper and crazyish lol ( Read more... )

So yeah in study hizzal right now and thinkin i should be doin a paper, but that's gonna be a big old no for now:) Hmm my week is gonna be pretty packed full of stuff o snap... I have work and then i'm gonna go to some ppl house to watch a movie wed, then on fri i'm gonna play candy poker! whaooo should be fun but i'm thinkin either thingy is gonna ( Read more... )

last friday i attended a surprise party for a sister's 35th year of pioneering. there were a lot of old people, but josh and mike were there so it was fun.

-ash

carrie's was pretty hoppin last night.
after the meeting today i went to panera with some peeps.
then i worked. we're always so slow on sundays. tim and i sat down and ate every piece of food in the entire store.
-ASH

tom, me, brian, and kiah hung out in the old port last night. pretty fun, except i got home and didnt have my house key. greeeeeeatttt. my parents have this little fake rock that opens on the bottom to put a key in it, but it took me freakin FOREVER to find it. worked this morning as always. i hate work. its poop.

just got back from four days at crystal lake. me and kiah had a blast and kayaked our stinkin arms off. we both came back jacked and tan baby, jacked and tan.

so i'm looking forward to an extremely fun-filled month without shane. WAAAAHHHHHHHHH. he left last tuesday. sniff sniff :(

-ashashashahsahsahssshhhhh