I was so sure that intentional mistakes had little room for disappointing you...but I guess I keep making room for it with subconscious expectations I promised myself I wouldn't make. This means I never change. I never learn. I'll never move on to something bigger, something brighter ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I had real parents

My mother is throwing a party for herself, her friends and our family under the disguise of a family party for our birthday. She used it as an excuse to "clean" my room. To her "clean" means go through everything I own, throw everything away that she thinks is useless and move everything that she's physically able to for no real reason except that ( Read more... )

sequel amazing

As of May I'm homeless. Well roomless, anyway. I wouldn't exactly call this my home because it's been a while since I felt at home here but you know what I mean. This won't be my place to sleep anymore. Unless I can find people, who won't drive me absolutely crazy, who can afford and are willing to move in here with me. Easy, right?

STRESSED OUT!
the end.

Everyone is pissing me off. Not because they are doing things that bother me, I get over that. I'd prefer they continued doing them instead of them changing these things just because I pointed them out. That's not how it should work. That's the wrong reason. I'm getting pissed off because they get mad and try to argue their way out of their own ( Read more... )

I'm sooooo happy, I just checked my credit and I'm in between good and excellent...at 20 years old and with no help at all from my parents I think that's pretty good. Pretty damn good, in fact. Woot ( Read more... )

My head hurts...I can't feel anything else. Just my head. I wonder if there are any long term effects from being pissed off all the time. So far it's just the headache. Stomach ulcers maybe.

I'm in a funk. I think this has a lot to do with my ipod dying and me having an empty one. Having an empty one is worse than not having one at all. It taunts me. It feels like living a movie without a soundtrack. Awkward, frustrating and undsatisfying. I'm ashamed of my new addiction. Spoiled almost. I'm seriously going batty, though. I was in this ( Read more... )