i wish i could make him smile...

well it's offically over. :( i never thought i'd hear him say "i hate you". it really, REALLY hurts.

damnit, who else am i going to loose?

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW BAD IT FEELS TO HAVE ONE OF YOUR BEST GUY FRIENDS WHO YOU COULD SEE YOURSELF WITH FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE NEVER WANT TO TALK, SEE OR HEAR FROM YOU AGAIN! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN COMES FROM THE PHRASE "I HATE YOU"! YOU HAVE NO IDEA! I FUCKED UP BIG THIS TIME AND I CAN'T TAKE IT BACK! I COULD HAVE STOPPPED MYSELF BUT NO... I ( Read more... )

im bored ( Read more... )

me and jake are cool again :) boy did i miss him.

damn im bored ( Read more... )

school sucks alot of ass. im tired of going. some friends are being stupid, class are boring and some are hard, boys are cunfusing, and i just feel liek shit. and i also got my progress report today. its not that great. a F, a D, a C, a PASS, and i dont know what i got for my other two classes because i just transfered into them. they have got to ( Read more... )

wow last ngiht was fun. anywho.. i hate people and they hate me so i htink imma just go climb into my own little cave and live by myself for the rest fo my life :):) no one to make fun of me or hate me. it will just be me and the cave walls full of memories bad and good. thank god no ones here...

jake made me a new icon i love him :)

well im just sitting here at gracies house about to go get me some grub. :) today was another nice, calm day. i liked it. (for a change) me and grace havn't hung out for a while now. we need to ahng out more. meredith is over here too. but both of them are downstairs eating already. well imma go join then now. write later..?