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i want to die..but i cant -
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its strange for me to think about eerything thats happened this past year. the marks on my arm ..i miss doing that, but im not supposedd to say that. i miss not eating too. but im not supposed to say that. everything i miss im not supposed to say. my problm is, i miss him, and i dnt want to say that. -
i just need to vent....as if you care, so dot comment....we're all obsessed about ourselves (includi
im tired......hungry, but hate admitting it to myself. its difficult being verbally abused on the daily by my grandparents--and myself unfortunately. i hate how people think im looking for sympathy even when i just want people to get whats going on. i hate: having an alcoholic mother, an incestuous father, a # of disorders and a lack of stability. ( Read more... ) -
RIP adam 11-15-09
dear adam,
you were my first love....and now that you're gone, ill only think of those nights we held hands and you showed me the constellations before a kiss on the cheek
we were childhood sweethearts.
please forgive me that i havent cried.....but i hope you're lying.......<3 you didnt do this....you cant be dead ( Read more... ) -
ill miss you RIP 11-15-09..........i wish you didnt do that....but im sorry <3 i didnt know
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FUCK ALL OF THIS
well.......there's too much going on in my head to comprehend......now that the police investigation is underway, they're investigating my homelife so DCF was called and are now threatening to take me away from home since im only 16. so i think i may have to book it...i have no clue where, but given my depression and tendency to cut, they say i may ( Read more... ) -
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well, yes im back.....its been forever and things have ben insane. Im cutting again....smoking pot, cigarettes.....god what has my life come to ( Read more... ) -
huh?
i dont know what im doing right now- skipped school and slept till 1:48 pm ( yay)....im tired still and sad----my bf broke up w/ me-- not b/c he doesnt want to b wih me...but b/c he says it feels wrong---whatever the fuck that means *why do i always fall for guys that treat me like shit ( Read more... ) -
Hangover
I wake up today ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Bedside Manners
Dr. House- no doubt