My Favourite Toy 11

[hidaka_yuushi]

Junsu had a favourite toy.
 It was red, tiny and shiny. With a sharp silver blade that was ready to nick and prick your skin if you dared to touch it.

Comments

[sakurasdr3am]

YAY!! an update!! soo happy, been walking around school wanting to read a fanfic and urs totally hit he spot. soo frustrating yet sad at the same time.... i feel for the both of them... yet in a way i'm on junsu side...

wow cheer training for soo long! it's ok i have dance training too, and we're dancing all kpop music, it's gonna be a roller coaster ride lol and alot of dancing, and we only have one month to do it then it's the performance

[hidaka_yuushi]

Hahaha... thank you^^ I'm glad that my fic can fulfil ur craving^^

and good luck for ur performance too!

[ting5]

Well I'm a bit frus with Su too but cant really blame him for being so,the treatment he received the past few yrs have turned him so...but I'm still hoping something/someone can slowly bring back out the bright bubbly aggressive personality in him...

And bb dont be depressed *huggles you tight* it sounds tiring but think positive, You Can Do It!! Really appreciate your update amidst your busy life <3 Anyway studies 1st as always ^^ We can wait for updates :)

[hidaka_yuushi]

yesss... study is supposed to be always 1st... but it's really taking a toll on me since I can't just abandon my current commitments to focus on my studies... damn, my parents are so going to kill me for this T_T

anyway... hahaha... yeah, Yoochun was equally frustrated too... but he couldn't say anything, show anything... so he's really going crazy there... hahaha. it's only the matter of time to see him break, really.

[ting5]

Ahh I don't know what else to say/do to make you feel better *huggles you tight*

*sigh* Yoochun's nt really helping though, I mean does he think just staying with Su will help him..without acknowledging Su's problems/pain/guilt...Somehow I wish he'll sit down with Su and talk...Will wait to see what happens >_

[ichlibedi_an]

this is just so wrong..
both of them really need to talk about each other..
sigh, i only want the best for junsu.
I hope Yoochun has the gut to say it right in front of Junsu, that he didn't want an obedient Junsu.
and Junsu, to just say it to Yoochun about what's in his mind.

[hidaka_yuushi]

they are too emotionally fragile to talk to each other I guess... and when they talk, it's going to be explosibe. hahaha

[tadpole_lurve]

I've seen this coming. YooChun resignation in curing Junsu is unbearable. If he has done it before, it's not impossible for it to happen again.
I really couldn't stop blaming Chun because I can't accept his reason for falling in love with Junsu. It make me feel like he doesn't really love Junsu as himself. T__T
Gosh, Chun, why don't he just say it to Junsu what he wants. Communication people, that's the key. It's frustrating to see both of them like that.

I really wanted to say "update soon" but you have a buzy life this week so update when you have time kay. Rest well too and take care of urself

ps:I'm not a big fan of shinee but half an hour for 35 SGD? That's something.

[hidaka_yuushi]

hahaha the thing is, which personality do you think is the real Junsu? Yoochun fell in love with the previous Junsu... which was in some way the 'real' Junsu who was hidden in this kind of personality of his.

But at the same time, although he didn't really like this side of Junsu, he decided to stay by him, although it frustrated him greatly. Wasn't this love? hehehe

And yeeeess... SM just knew how to extort fans' money. And at the end of the event, the MC still had the gall to say, please support SM entertainment... I nearly threw my shoe to the stage.

[tadpole_lurve]

Yes, I get your point but Yoochun promised to stick with Junsu thru good or bad when they got married. Getting married to someone is to know him/her better, willing to accept weaknesses and happy for the goodness.
but oh well, there goes the drama if he really loyal to junsu. Maybe different plot for that.
I've got this stupid opinion about marriage so ignore me and my rambling.
I like Chun but I just pity SU more. he's my favourite duck
I still think they just need to communicate with each other, Junsu don't know what Chun wants and Yoochun don't know Junsu's feeling.

SM is just a money-sucker b*st*rd. They really know how to make profit from us, fans.
*sigh* but we still love their stars.

[animeboycrazy]

Wahh I take back what I said :( granted chunnie is trying to stick to what he saI'd, his mind is still wandering and I don't think he really is trying hard enough to get the old jnsu back... He seems to afraid to push buttons with su because he is afraid of what junsu will do yo himself and chun doesn't want that blame...

And su isn't trying to do anything either!! Giving up his toy wasn't the only thing he needed to change... Grrr this couple is frustrating me D8

[hidaka_yuushi]

hahhaha... at least he tried. Both of them are in a very sensitive period this time. Junsu was still adjusting that he couldn't touch the razor again, and Yoochun still adjusting with the fact that his husband was an acute case of emotional and psychological disorder and his life with him had basically built by lies... so yeah...