tonight at close, we all walk out and i see morgan and allison looking over towards the dumpsters. then morgan says there's a guy going through the trash ( Read more... )

grandma is in the hospital.
something is wrong with her heart.

yeahhh. not good.

i'm going to see her tonight with dad.
we'll see how it goes.

i'm going to try and not walk in and cry.
i know i'm going to. seeing her in there.
it's going to kill me.

talked to Donnie the other day about my whole Tom situation and he really didn't know what to tell me. i really miss talking to that kid (Donnie) though. he's extremely busy with so many things, so i understand why he doesn't have much time for anything ( Read more... )

sometimes i just want to be like...

ya know what?!
FUCK YOU FUCKER!!but believe it or not, i'm a nice girl sometimes ( Read more... )

i'm emotionally unstable ( Read more... )

things seem to be falling apart.

- tom and i don't talk.
maybe it was just sex..ONCE FUCKING AGAIN.
i guess that's all i'm good for these days.
FUCK GUYS!!

the thing about it is, i let myself get tangled in the sweet talk. i'm a sucker for sweet talkers. they know exactly what to say to make me melt.it makes me fall everytime. i can't help it ( Read more... )

went to see the doctor again. i'm really getting sick of seeing him. for real. i hate the doctors and i go every other day. wellll, not that much but it seems like it. got some new meds so i'll be happy like i used to be (excitement!!). which means work won't drive me up the wall so much. and that's good because i need money so i must get my butt ( Read more... )

VACA WITH THE FAMILYoverall, it went pretty well ( Read more... )

DATE 411

she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
the killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men.going into the night i was straight-up hesitant. and a nervous wreck. this could be it. the answer to everything. for once, things may look up and my love life wouldn't suck so damn much anymore. i made sure i looked amazing. and i ( Read more... )

i'm giving up on donnie.

he just doesn't have time for me and i can't live with that. maybe it was all false hopes anyway. when i met him though, i just fell in love with everything about him. too bad he'll never understand, he'll never know exactly what i did feel, and he'll never realize why i fell so hard.