I haven't updated since Wednesday and my night out with Sarah and Andrew. I just want to say thank you to you guys and you are so awesome!! We really need to start getting to hang out more and double date and stuff. Y'all are so great! Thank you for the talk and the hearts to confide in and just for being the strong strong christians you both are. ( Read more... )

omg! everyone in UIL...SUPERB, ASTOUNDING, AMAZING, EXCELLENT!!!!!! I was touched and moved and involved and...once again, you guys got jipped. Seriously though guys, I have never seen better acting in my life. Segovia!! OMG! Barcus, Amberg, Sanchez, Dunham, Dewhurst, (that guy i dont know yet who was absolutely amazing as Cheif) OMG! You guys were ( Read more... )

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I think yes. I am beginning to get seriously upset with a few people for numerous reasons and I think if they can't keep their things they overhear about me to themselves, or their big kicker mouths shut, or their "I am so much better than you" attitudes to a lower level...someone's ass is going to get kicked. I'm sick of it and when I am pushed to ( Read more... )

get me out of here, I need to escape the pain. non-stop fighting. Un-removable rules. Can't you bend once and a while? Damn you, you always think you're right. I hate you mom. i really really do.

people have no consciences...and that bothers me.

The apocolypse is near...but then again...isn't it always.

You are my apocolypse...my end of all time...

I'm sorry you had a bad day. I will make tomorrow better, if I have to die trying, I will.

When is everything going to be alright again?

right now, since I cant sleep, I want to take this time to thank everyone who has been commenting in my LJ and helping me through my struggles I am dealing with right now. (Edward, Cubby, Linh, Sarah, Amy, Kacie, etc...) Thank you guys so much. Some of you I am not even close to and the fact that you take the time to read my LJ's, care, and write ( Read more... )

once again I write in secret in the middle of the morning plagued with not being able to sleep. Only this time, my lack of sleep is not only due to the swirling whirlwind of thoughts in my head, but also to a huge headache and to the feeling that I need to throw up ( Read more... )

oh boy. All this conflict. Now I know why they say not to talk of religion or politics at the dinner table. I hate all the accusations flying around of who is wrong and who is right. Everyone is entitled to their own beliefs. The end ( Read more... )

"Alive to the outside world, But dead on the inside of myself" That's what I am. I am a drone. I look alive, but inside there is a huge hole in my heart that makes me feel dead to everything ( Read more... )