ok i had a good day today i was slightly stressed out but it wasnt that bad. I talked to george for a little bit and he was right about some things. I need to work on the being so self conscious thing. I know it isnt going to be easy but i think i can do it. eventually...I went to nikki's house after school and hung out with nikki, george, tim, mom ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday (tuesday) was not my day I felt weak. It was just bad from the start i havent slept in over a week well not no sleep in all i mean like VERY little an hour or two a night tops exept monday i was out for a few hours idk it was weird i went downstairs to get a drink and i came back up and must have passed out i woke up on the floor ( Read more... )

here i'm gonna make this short and yet looong so you can see the pic i put in the background it's from one of my fave movies NIGHTMARE BEFORE X-MAS!!!

see??? isnt it great XD

This post will be short I promise. it's 2 am and I cant sleep... cant say it's a suprise really I can feel i'm getting tired but I can't sleep just yet. so i am working on my room some more guess i should get back to it... night guys hope everyones sleeping well

So I talked to George tonight...I told him.. god i'm having a hard time finding words right now. I told him some things that i've been having a hard time with. I can't stop thinking about what happened with herson for the past week it's been on my mind constantly. George said something along the lines of " You can stop thinking about it you just ( Read more... )

yeah prom was last night... idk it wasn't anything special to me. I had fun dancing, but in a dress I was akward and irritated >_< slow dances got me depressed. I had nothing to do but sit and watch other couples dancing with each other, as I sat at the table alone most of the time. it made things much more obvious to me gave me time to think, yes ( Read more... )

well i got a digital camera to bring to prom but for now i was taking pics of me... and that turned into a bad thing i started looking at them and thinking about shit and i swear i love being in pain... i must idk why i let what happened with herson get to me but it really did and for some reason i can't just let it go i thought i had finally ( Read more... )

answer these questions bout me......( TELL ME WHO YOU ARE FIRST XD ( Read more... )

well yes today was a day... nicole and i had some amusing conversations in 8th period we went around school taping paper to the walls for mr W. we tried getting one to stick to murry's door but we couldnt get it to stick XD it gave us much amusement... i'm making her a cd tonight as well as giving her a pic of her fave wrestler ohh la la lol man ( Read more... )

well today i walked in after having that dream again god every time i have that dream i just feel like i did back in the day. like shit i feel selfconscious and just all around gross anywhoo i came to school and felt like that but once again my friends save the day. i walk in and george and chris and ashley and nicole and chris G and ... etc... ( Read more... )