well here we go alot of people are going to get annoyed at me for this but i need my thoughts in writing... erm typing i need them anywhere but in my mind i need to see it from a difrent angle instead of just in my head so if u think your going to get annoyed at the fact that i have issues and are one of the many who just dont give a shit or dont ( Read more... )

ok i am so done with this melodramatic bullshit my moms pissing me off she got my report card i failed all but one class and she went rip shit but what she fucking fails to realize is that i was SUICIDAL for most of the school year untill about last month i tried hard and did ok untill 2nd quarter then i failed ALL of my classes but cuz of finals i ( Read more... )

Well things keep going from bad to worse, but on the upside I had a lot of fun with my boys/girls today! we went wrestling and I even came out with saige (Chris)!!! my first time EVER, but I still sucked I stayed out of the camera's way. They found out today just how good at that I am. XD We had interesting moments like Tim and Chris mooning the ( Read more... )

I cant do this anymore. I just wish it would all go away. I cant stop crying...I just want it to end after all the bullshit last night. I come home and amber is in a bad mood. She storms upstairs and my mom instantly looks at me and says "what did you say to her?" she automatically assumes I did something. This is what i am talking about I get ( Read more... )

oh wow alot of you are not going to like this very much alot of what i have to say is serious shit that not alot of my friends will like because they dont like to listen to me when i start getting real about my emotions and the shit i am going through. they often get annoyed with my because they dont understand what i feel. so very often they get ( Read more... )