there is a child in my heart ( Read more... )

so much hurt
so depressing
old ladies and gentlemen
shiny eyes
is this world all about money

doing things my own way
dont care what everyone else thinks

people are too blind to see what who they really are

sometimes you dont know why you do things
you just feel like it

saving the kids
don't want them to lose their innocence.

Can't wait to die.

Dear God,

kill me.
Like, right now.

It's weird how mental shit can effect you physically
I was feeling very sick of life and suddenly i felt like throwing up

If it were up to me,
I'd choose to die right now.
But it's not my choice to make.

What is important?
What is not?
I'm losing it.

when someone you respect ( Read more... )

I piss on them ( Read more... )

you want me to be great, you say ( Read more... )

Everyday
I pretend
that everything's alright

I look fine
confident
but inside I'm dying

What no one sees
there's a hole in my heart
it's silently crying for help
wishing for an ear to hear

don't make me face the reality
time is slipping away from me
I ran and ran but I can't reach it
maybe when I'm here time will freeze
in this place
my comfort zone

please
turn off your mouth
my ears are hurting
please stop talking
my brain is hurting
let me out of here
it's compacted
compacted...