Can I please continue to forget about this account month after month after month....

ANYWAYS!

I just can't seem to have my life straightened out for more than a few days at a time. Since my last entry I've gone to 3 funerals... One of substancial meaning to me.. one which was a shock, and one as a support.

I've started seeing someone and it's getting ( Read more... )

Ok so.. original guy I wrote about when I started this dag thing ( Read more... )

Once again life has been quite hectic. I've barely written in my regular journal.. let alone this one.. which I absolutly adore yet constantly forget about.

I'm back in my old apartment, with my old roomate. I have a new job which gives me no hours, and most importantly... I have my cat back. I missed him almost more than anyone or anything else.

My ( Read more... )

Ok so i've been living here for about 6 1/2 weeks.. I absolutly hate it. I'm moving back home on friday when I'm doe with work.Pardon my typing.. i sprained my finger at work today... as if being sick wasn't bad enough.. oh well.

We broke up. It isnt bothering me... I wasn't very happy. That was making him unhappy.. now that we're broken up.. ( Read more... )

It's almost time for me to move across the state. I've been moving my things bit by bit, and taking real baby steps. I planned for it that way. I've never lived with someone I was romantically involved with.. neither has he. We both need time and baby steps. Our relationship isn't perfect. I don't think there IS such a thing... even if it was ( Read more... )

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Again it's been a long time since my last update, and for that I apologize.

An amazing amount has changed in my life since my last entry. I wasn't quite sure how to deal with things after my grampa died. Things just got crazy and I began to change.I can't remember everything now, and I'm not going to try. But I will try to sum up some open ends.
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My grandfather dies last week... my boyfriend breaks up with me this week because we both have too much baggage?

I recently had been trying to explain things to him... to alert him. To let him know that sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and start crying for no apparent reason.

I'm a little bit sad. I'm going to miss a lot about him ( Read more... )

It's funny. I forget about this thing so much... then suddenly I'm like "Duh! You have another journal! You should write in it!..." So that's what brings me here, my two fine readers...

I'm such a downer. I write here only when bad things are happening. A week ago, my grandfather passed away. We kinda knew it was coming... he had a lot going ( Read more... )

Well it seems my car isn't totaled after all. Which I admit is a good thing, yet... annoying. See, I've already turned in my plates, and cancelled my insurance. Now I need to do it all over again.

But alas there is some good news. I've started seeing someone. Someone good, nice, sweet and actually worthy of my time and emotions. Amazing. I know ( Read more... )