I've shifted! 
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don't wanna follow also nehmind okay?

muack muack kiss kiss (;

My dad's hospitalized ( Read more... )

My back hurts so much I feel like crying.
:(

I haven't been writing in for the longest time ever. I think cause the moment I see my own Lj, it just looks so solemn and depressing. With all the stupid different shades of grey, no wonder I'm called plain jane. Hey, I just like things simple with no frills. (But that's besides the point ( Read more... )

Urgh.
i feel so frustrated. There is nothing wrong but i feel as if there IS something wrong.
I feel so frustrated. So angry. I feel like screaming my lungs out and cry for all i fucking care.

The lump i've been restraining in my throat is hurting.
I hate this jealousy, this paranoia.  Why must i feel like this when there isn't a need to be?!
So ( Read more... )

This blog's getting stagnant.
I strongly feel like shifting.
But then again, I'm an IT idiot.
So how?

whats going on...............
stop all this...
stop already.........................................
why are we still at the crossroads even after so long..............
whats going on now.............
make it stop.
its hurting me.
make it stop, make it stop..

I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired.
It's rewarding but its 6 freaking days.
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired.

If you care enough about what's happening in my life, check out my facebook.
At least its alot more happening than this birdbird anyways. *Roar.

A little reminder to our little friend.
You're not the only one with a partner and/or problems.
Don't ( Read more... )

This was taken like almost 3 months ago.
Was stressed out with the projects back then.
Check out what the love did just to take a few stresses off my miniscule brain.

( :D )

Ya Allah,
I should really slap myself for all the empty promises that I said I will start praying.
I need enlightenment as to why I don't feel afraid at all.
I feel afraid for the fact that I don't feel afraid.
I regret for all those times that I refused to go religious classes in the past;
just look at my lack of knowledge. I'm ashamed that kids ( Read more... )