At 4am this morning, my bf's airbed burst and went flat.
I asked him,

"Why?"
"Oh, cause I slam myself on top of the bed."

-___________-"

Blame school for the complete lack of updates. (okay, my time management skills as well)
God, last minute work is like my forte now.
I hate it. I completely hate it.
I really need to plan my days now.
Today is an extremely hard lesson learnt.
I did not complete my ticketing test. For sure, no doubts about it, failure.
I had to rush through my individual ( Read more... )

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
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I guess I didnt realize moving on and dating comes with the break-up package.
This is getting really very tough..

I dont wanna come to an interview with swollen eyes tomorrow...
:'(

God, I need luck, blessings, prayers, EVERYTHING.

I guess its a good and bad thing that projects and tests are piling up.
It helps to keep my mind off things, I guess.
Day after day, I just immerse myself into projects and more projects just to keep myself busy.
It works so far. I have been more productive than my usual self.
Doing comprehensive researches, constantly coming up with ideas,
trying to ( Read more... )

After the phonecall ended, I got up from my curled-up position on the floor
and went straight to my laptop.
I started editting and sending out cover letters and resumes without thinking anything.
I managed to send to quite a number of companies within a day.
I switched the laptop to sleep mode and so was I, exhausted asleep on the bed as well.

I forced ( Read more... )

No emo post.
No emo post.
No emo post.

Fuck.

I lie awake on my bed with so many things running through this puny little brain of mine.
I clearly can't go to sleep with an alert mind like this even though my body begs violently to differ.
I replayed in my mind about the things that made an impact on me within the span of the recent two weeks.
Be it happy incidents, upsetting conversations and so ( Read more... )

I'm so tired.
I'm so frustrated.

I need to learn how to channel my frustrations to something beneficial.
Rather than cry my eyes out til the early mornings.
Pointers anyone?

I know, I know. Lack of updates. It had been a crazy ass weeks for me as Im working my ass off like nobody's business. Of course I'm damn tired working 12hours shifts like almost every single bloody day. Yeah, I'm whining and will continue to do so til they give me a fat paycheck then I'll shut the hell up. HAHAHA.

ISETAN BAZAAR has been a crazy ( Read more... )